"I can hardly bear to stay in the house, within the four walls. I enjoyed being with other people before but now I find them irritating. I am scared. I am scared of people. I don’t trust anyone. When I go to my husband in the cemetery I take him chocolate and his favourite chewing gum. I sit down by the grave and that’s where I calm down. It is all quiet and we are together. He is close to me there. Being close to him calms me down. I sit there with him under the big trees. "

 

Eva Koka, Tiszalok, 2010